Today was not the same, but for the first time in years, I spent Christmas with Both My Girls. You as always. , was not far from mind. That Random Bubble, me and the girls saw in the field, that changed directions against the wind, and floated up to us 3, Beautiful! Like you. I tried for the Grandkids today, but it was so hard for us all. Courtney made Christmas Dinner, Wow, I loved it, lovely Meal with my loved ones, I told you id be ok I have loved ones around me. Maybe next year, ill host the dinner and blow it up, celebrate how you use to love to. Hope you had a lovely 1st Christmas, reunited with loved ones. I Talk to you sometimes, I hope its you, I cant be sure, but it makes me feel better, as you always did. ???? u Loads Mummy. Merry Christmas. x